not really sure what to write about. felt kind of sick today. i'm not really sure why either. i sure hope its not from stress. i've just been feeling really overwhelmed lately. everything thats been going on over the weekend is just making me really upset. i never thought things would get this bad. despite what people keep telling me, i feel so much guilt. and yet people still find ways to make it all even worse. i just do so much for all my friends and loved ones, but its never enough. i give and give, because thats just the way i am, and when i finally take a brief moment for myself, they think i'm being selfish. they seem to forget all that i've done for them during our friendship, and have no sympathy towards me or my current situation. it's just really unfair.
on a lighter note, tomorrow is tuesday. <3
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