FEB 19TH OH-NINE

still haven't woken up in a good mood for school yet aha. ohhhh wellll. todaaaaaaaaay some car got into an accident with a school bus!! the whole front end was smashed in, what an idiot. i don't think anybody was hurt though. i wish i was on that bus...

laaateeer on after school, mike came over and we baked a cake. it turned out very tasty. chocolate cake with cream cheese frosting. there was so much batter! i don't think we're gonna add food coloring to the frosting again though. it didn't turn out well... even though it's not the prettiest cake i've ever made, i loved baking it, and i love the person i baked it with even more. we make a pretty good team. :D

19 feb 09

eh, another non-school day. but, once again i got over it haha. i guess there was a fire at school today. it was nice since i got to hang out with alex, mike, chelsea, and sam. there always seems to be a fire when we play scrabble in spanish haha. not much happened when i got home today. except. AVENGED SEVENFOLD RELEASED AN SD SHOW!! i guess you can say, i'm excited. total understatement by the way. mom said she'll buy me tickets tomorrow. :D ahh i'm so happy!! i haven't been to a show this good in a year. ahhh i really can't wait. tomorrow me and mike are baking a cake. i'm excited. <3

february seventeenth '09

ahhh. today was not a school day. i woke up in such a bad mood. yesterday felt like saturday, so thats probably why. but i got over it once i actually got to school. nothing epic today, just a normal stuff. but then mike came over around 5:30 and helped me with the math. he is so smart. :] then he took me my guitar lessons and we had jack-in-the-box. UFO. <3

2-16-09

A super lazy day. I sat and played with my laptop all day long. I finally redid my myspace and got caught up with this blog. I need to never let myself get this far behind again. It's a good thing i write everything on my giant calender, otherwise I'd never be able to remember.

15. february. '09.

A quiet day. I was supposed to clean my room, but I didn't. Mostly just watched the Real Housewives of Orange County. That show is so funny. After dinner I watched the newer episodes of For the Love of Ray Jay, I Love Money, and Rock of Love Bus with my mom. Those shows never get old haha. I don't know why, but i stayed up till 4:00.

february 14th 2009 <3

VALENTINES DAY. I woke up early and everything today to finish Mike's gift. I finished his card, and baked muffins and heart cookies with strawberry frosting. Yesterday I baked a chocolate cake. I love baking. <3

After he picked me up he took me to a really cute park. I'm so happy it didn't rain. We walked around for awhile and then sat on a blanket. It was so nice. He really liked his card, and I loved his too. :] Then we went to Borders to kill time. Horse Hottie and Go-go Goat. HAHAHA. Theeeeeeen we went to eat at Anthony's Fish Grotto. I love that place. It was so much fun. <3 (Ask what's really on the menu there aha) After all that we went to his dad's house and watched True Lies. Hahahaha. A really nice day. :]

february 13, 2009

this week sure did go by fast. i wonder why? today was spent mostly working on mike's gift. i'm working sooooooo hard on it. i watched Marie Antoinette most of the time while i worked. love that movie. i sure hope he likes it though. :] one thing for sure though, my room is a MESS. i'm gonna have to clean it up pretty soon. tomorrow is valentines day <3

2/12/09

I finally went back to school today. I have a feeling this week's gonna go by fast haha. I had quite a bit of homework, but i really didn't want to do any of it. I had an FRQ, APES Packet, precalc assignments, an essay, and a thesis thing due. But I didn't do any of it! I decided to save it all for tomorrow during my classes. I'm sure i'll be fine. :D I just felt so lazy today. ugh. on another note, my SAT books came yesterday. they've been on my floor for the past day.

FEB 11th 2009

haha stayed home AGAIN. i kinda lost my voice today anyways. anthony stayed home too, and so did mike at his house. didn't really do a whole lot today other than talk to him on the phone and started working on his card. :] he did the sweetest thing today by making me a youtube video of my favorite song Path of the Wind. it was so nice! <3

10, FEB '09

still feeling icky so i didn't go to school today. mostly feeling dizzy. but today was tuesday so i had my guitar lessons. mike came over to take me and we watched The Silence of the Lambs before leaving. then he drove me to the music store and i had my lesson. I looooove this new song i'm learning :] after i was done, i walked out to the parking lot where mike was waiting for me. with a rose for our one-month! ahh it was so cute :] he's so thoughtful. <3 after that, we went to his dad's house for a little bit to find UFOS. i love him <3

2-9-09

still sick. nothing i took yesterday helped, and nothing is working today either. worst headache ever. :[ but, looking on the brightside, there's no school today anyway so i don't have to worry about missing anything.

eight-th of feb. 09

i feel even worse than i did yesterday. i must have the flu :[ all i did was sleep sleep sleep today. i didn't move from the couch at all.

FEB 7TH OH-NINE

Haircut today :] But for some reason I got really sick this morning. :[ I felt awful the whole way there. BUT my hair's cute now. I slept while mom went into Mitsuwa and on the way home. It was all rainy today too. I didn't feel well enough to go to the movies so we just watched one at Mike's. We watched American Gangster. Aha. Nathan and Amanda weren't too happy haha. Oh well, we'll just go bowling another time with them.

LIRARY+UFO. <3

2/6/09

Open stage night today. Mike and Ray were in it, so i went to Mike's house after school until then. He practiced for awhile, and then we went to the school. I thought I was gonna have to sit alone, but I ran into Sandra and we sat together and talked. She's so cool. THEN I saw C. Nasty!! (Sarai) and we both moved to sit with her. Theeeeeeeeeen. Hannah came!! Such a fun time. :] After that, me and Mike drove to Wendy's, and then his house to watch a movie. We watched Donnie Darko. Trippy trippy movie. I want to watch it again. :]

LIBRARY <3

february 5, 2009

just a normal day. didn't really do a lot at all. except like go on aim i guess.

feb 4th 2009

Another late start dayyyyy. Today was breakfast with Mike. He picked me up from school and we went to Big Apple Bagels. I had a peach smooothie and blueberry muffin. Then we drove over to his house to hang out. But not before driving by his mom. Hahaha. So scary. Theeeeeeeen we went to the library. <3 aha. Later on after school, he came over for a minute and picked up his mailbox that we FINALLY got to draw on. I must say, i'm happy with them. :D

3 feb. 09

BREAKFAST!! at ashley's house this morning. it was late start for us today. stupid free grandslams at denny"s today too. we knew it was gonna be mega crowded, so we decided not to go. i can't believe it happpens to be on the day we planned on going! oh well. i was the first one to ashley's today, so me and her took the blueberry pancake mix, that i ate with blueberry syrup! muahaha. they were sooooooooo goooooooood. ashley made eggs too. then chelsea, sarai, shelby, and john came over. the start of a good day. :]

feb. second. oh-nine.

an interesting day. found out stuff i never really expected. definately makes more sense of things. hmm. well, on another note i was really happy during 6th period today. i was walking to class when a cool light breeze hit me. it felt sooooo good. it put me in a good mood for the rest of the day. :] then Mike picked me up from school and we went to my house to do math. we finally finished spray painting our mailboxes, but we still can't write on them haha. aaaaaaand we rematched in battled front. i destroyed him twice. :] i love being with him. i sure hope he feels better though.

no Denny's tomorrow, stupid free grandslam day. :[ BUT we're all going to Ashley's instead to make our own grandslams :D i can't wait!

february 1, 2009

Super bowwwwwl today. I didn't really watch it haha. I read my book for comp and played on my laptop. OH! and I made brownies, with coffee and rum. They were pretty darn good. :] Oh, aaaaaaand I also got yelled at. I've been baking too much and the gas bill was high :/ But, I got to talk to Mike on the phone today. We haven't talked that long in awhile.

1/31/09

a very very fun day. I went iceskating with Chelsea, Sam, and Cassie for Chelsea's sisters birthday, Michelle. soooooooooooo much fun. i didn't fall a single time! sam beefed it like 3 times. aha. we are definately going more often. there was this weird creeper guy though. he was just walking around in a gray suit and shoes with heals. nobody knows what he was doing there. afterwards we went to in-n-out. i got sick from it. my stomach hurt all the rest of the day. :[ then we went to sam's and then Albertson's to get brownie mix and icecream to eat during a movie. We rented Mama Mia. LAME movie. don't watch it. but all in all a fun day. i had such a fun day with all my friends.

JANUARY 30TH 2009

took a nap today when i got home. i really need to stop falling asleep on that white chair, i always get the worst neckaches when i wake up. later on, Mike picked me up and we went to the music store to watch Jim and a bunch of other people jam. it was soooo cool. everyone there plays like 3 instruments AND sings. i wish i was that good. it made me want to practice a bunch when i got home. very few bands out there could play the way they do, excatly why i hate so many of them. the music scene nowadays is so LAME.

but what's not lame is being with mike for an hour and a half afterwards. <3 UFOs :D

29, jan '09

Chelsea and Sam came over today. We did our project for Apes. Hahaha, those two. It was pretty much me and Sam working, and Chelsea went through all my food. After that we messed around on the computer, and for some reason I thought of me and Anthony's old laser tag stuff. I went through a bunch of things and found 3 headbands and two guns, i still need to find the other one. Next time they come over we are playing with them.

january 28, 2009

I got home and played BattleFront with Anthony today. Me and him haven't played that in forever. I totally pwned him for times in a row, and then he quit. We looked and found a saved file from like 2006 that had 22 hours on it! That is one intense battle.

Other than that, didn't do a whole lot today. What I did do was my precalc homework though. It took a lot longer than I thought it would.

Oh and dad finally fixed the water heater. No more cold showers.

1-27-09

this morning was the worst i've had in awhile. i woke up in a not so great mood cause of last night, so all i wanted to do was take a nice hot shower. but, instead i got to take a nice, icy cold shower. the water heater's been broken since yesterday morning, and now its like 10:00 at night the next day, and its still broken. luckily though i had someone to cheer me up at school :]

But, today was Tuesday. <3
after school mike came over and we made maple cake again. so so sooooooo good. then we played star wars battlefront and finally spraypainted our mailboxes. coolest paint ever. so now we have chalkboard mailboxes. they're not quite ready though, so i'm gonna wait to post those pics. then later on, me and mike were UFOs. HAHAHA. boy does he make me happy. <3

jan 26 '09

not really sure what to write about. felt kind of sick today. i'm not really sure why either. i sure hope its not from stress. i've just been feeling really overwhelmed lately. everything thats been going on over the weekend is just making me really upset. i never thought things would get this bad. despite what people keep telling me, i feel so much guilt. and yet people still find ways to make it all even worse. i just do so much for all my friends and loved ones, but its never enough. i give and give, because thats just the way i am, and when i finally take a brief moment for myself, they think i'm being selfish. they seem to forget all that i've done for them during our friendship, and have no sympathy towards me or my current situation. it's just really unfair.

on a lighter note, tomorrow is tuesday. <3

25, jan 2009

went shopping with my mom today. i think she took me out to keep me from thinking about things too much, cause i have been way too much lately. but it sure was fun. she bought me the best smelling lotion ever, and a whole ton of cute baking things. but when i got home i had to clean clean clean.

yesterday sucked, i really hope tomorrow goes well. :[

jan twenty-fourth two-thousand-nine

today was pretty bad. for the most part, a lot worse than i thought it would be. i just feel really bad about everything. i really hope everything works out. Dallas's concert was fun though. i'm glad Mike was there to help me out. he got to play guitar for a couple songs and they played his youtube video. it was really cool.

1/23/09

First night of Dallas's concert. Got to hang out with Sarai, Ashley, and John. Soooo much fun, even though our skit got canceled anyways haha. Maybe tomorrow they'll do it though :] Also got to watch the movie A Beautiful Mind. Such a good movie. If you haven't seen it, I strongly suggest you do.

On a different note, today was the start of something not very good. i really hope this doesn't turn out bad.

jan 22nd 2009

Last day of finals. US History, and AP Composition. both weren't too bad. i'm just looking forward to the three day weekend. I got home and tried sewing that beanbag chair together, but of course my sewing maching broke down. :[ and after i spent so much time pinning the whole thing together last night. ohhh well. today me and mike were supposed to go watch Jim play at that one restaurant, but it was canceled. we ended up eating with my family at On the Boarder, and then hung out later with our super blanket.

1-21-09

More finals today. AP Environmental and Culinary. Apes wasn't too bad, a lot easier than I was afraid it would be. Culinary was lame, all we did was make a poster and present. Blah. After school is what I was looking forward to. Me and Mike went to Jo-ann Fabrics to get stuff for our bean bag chair. Fabric was crazy expensive, so we ended up just buying zippers, heavy duty thread, and a duck patch. We went to Target and got these super super soft plush blankets instead of fabric. :] Aaaaaand we went to Micheal's and found the most amazing paint ever. Chalkboard spraypaint. It turns any surface into a chalboard. Jealous much? Aha. We bought cute mini mailboxes to paint and are currently brainstorming what else we're gonna transform. Finding filling for our bean bag chair was an epic fail though. Shredded foam is a joke when it comes to price and packaging peanuts aren't worth it. We've decided on pillows and blankets. :]

january 20, '09

First of my finals today. Spanish II and Precalc. I didn't even sleep last night I was studying so much. Rockstar and blueberry gum kept me company. So very sleepy this morning haha. I fell asleep during my Spanish final. Shhhhhh. haha.

January 19, 2009

Study study study is what me and Mike did today. Two hardest finals for me tomorrow, spanish and precalc. Ack. Went to Knuttson's today for two hours and got some extra math help and tips for the final. Then we went to Jack-in-the-Box. Mmmmm. Medium #5 with curly fries for me. (Ultimate Cheeseburger for all you that don't know) BUT, I lost a bet, so I can't order it next time i go. -.- Haha oh well, he has to drink soda next time.

Then we went to my house and studied summore. Afterwards, we BAKED! Maple cake with maple cream cheese frosting for Mike's spanish class, and then muffins for us. :] I made apple cinnamon, and he made pear. The pear didn't turn out so hot, so we'll just have to make them better next time. All in all, a good day. Eating dinner outside was fun, and just being with him was even funner. :] I also found out why he's always so warm too. <3

JAN 18th 09

Didn't really do a whole lot today. Mainly just baked and studied for my finals, A LOT. I can't wait until this week is over, I'm so tired of worrying about my grades. :/

Bummed about my muffins though. Rasberry ones don't look nearly as good as blueberry ones do. And I forgot baking powder, so they were all flat. What a bummer. :[ My chocolate cakes turned out pretty good though. :]

And there was a really pretty sunset today. They remind me of certain things. <3

1/17/09

Such a good day. I went to the beach for a bonfire with Mike. That blanket was put to very good use. I'm so so happy with him. Best "topic" he's ever had. Aha. I don't know if I could pick a favorite part though. Maybe when we just hung out in the car, or when we looked at the sky.

I felt really bad though, I wasn't sure if Christina wanted to hand out this weekend or the next. I really should have asked :[ I really really hope I didn't hurt her. I feel like such a bad friend. I'm gonna try so hard to make it up to her.

january 6th, 2009

Finally got some sleep. I took a nap right when i got home at 3:00, and woke up at 7:00 for dinner. Not a very epic day haha.

Mostly just waiting for tomorrow. <3

1-16-09

Slow day. So very sleepy. I went to bed at 4:00 last night. Woke up at 5:00. Thank god for energy drinks. School wasn't as fun today, but I was slowly cheered up. Guess who did that? Aha. I haven't had this bad a day in while, and hopefully not for another long while.

Get to cross off "take a walk across the street" off the list. That was so nice. :]

Well it looks like another study night for me. Hopefully I finish soon enough though, I miss those late night conversations...

JAN. FOURTEENTH OH-NINE

Mike write's the cutest notes. :]

Dentist appointment canceled today. Kinda a good thing though, i forgot to change my invisalign trays.

Project, project, project. What did I get myself into? This giant popup book is taking waaaaaaaaay longer than I would like.

JAN 13th 09

Christina's birthday!! I love you :] You've been my best friend since the 6th grade. I love having you back in my life again. I'm so glad you live here so we can hang out just like we used to. This year will only bring us better things as we both grow up together. You're still a sister to me, I know we'll be friends forever. Especially after all we've already been through.

Went off campus at lunch with Mike to print his stuff out at home. Didn't get caught. Aha. But that door sure did freak us out though.

Tried working on my popup book, didn't get very far...

Mike took me to lessons today. Didn't feel like going home afterwards, so I called dad and said I'd be late. ("Is 20 mins ok?" haha) We drove to Mike's dad's house and layed on his car and looked at the stars. Sooooo nice. I saw a shooting star for the very first time. Haha he was shivering so so much. We need to keep a blanket in his car. :] By far the cutest part was when he brought a couch outside. (Let's hope his dad's floor didn't get as scratched as it looked like it did.) And then we just sat there and kept each other warm. He makes me so happy, I could have laid there all night. I wish i didn't have to leave...

Then went home and almost got pulled over, that was so scary.

A very, very cute day.

Oh, and a new thing was added to the list: Make a beanbag chair. We're gonna take it with us when we go places and just lay under the stars.

13, jan 09

Sick. I woke up and felt like puking after i put my makeup on. So I missed periods 1-4. What a drag. Colleen and John came over for our Comp. project. Well, Colleen did, John just invited himself over aha. Mike came after and John stuck around to finally see him. Dad ended up driving Colleen home with me and Mike cause we forgot John wasn't supposed to :/ oops.

The drive home was nice. :] Wished it could have lasted a little longer though. When we got home Mike helped me with my precalc homework. He helped me get to the kitchen so I could make a cup of tea. :]

1/11/09

Not a very epic day. Mostly just talked to people on AIM and thought about yesterday. :] Why can't saturdays be longer??

I got a sudden craving for blueberry muffins, so I made some again. <3

JAN 10th 2009

Hung out with Mike today. He gave me a really cute mirror he made. I love it. I should have opened it in my room though haha. I made him some blueberry muffins. :D And we reinflated my balloon! I got to meet his mom and grandma, and they were really nice. The Curious Case of Benjamin Button was the best movie ever, it was soooo cute, but really sad. I cried so so much. He asked me out right before it started. :] I can't believe his arm didn't fall off haha. Afterwards we went to Home Depot, and bought our seeds. Basil, cilantro, and jalapino. Can't wait to grow them. :] Then we ate at On the Border, and went home to sit on the steps. Didn't get inside till 11.

Such a fun, memorable day. By far, the happiest day of my life. :]